Dreams

Do you remember your dreams?  I've had some crazy ones, and I mean CRAZY ones, but I'll be damned if I can remember any of them.  Sometimes I am pretty lucky and can remember very vividly what I dreamed and how I felt and last night was one of those moments.

Last night I dreamed that Lily was back with us and it was amazing.  It started with us being at home and all of the sudden I just knew that it was time for Lily to be resurrected and be back with us.  We all walked outside and there she was, my beautiful two year old daughter as perfect as perfect could be.  She ran, yes ran (something she's never been able to do) to us, and we went back inside and carried on like no time was lost.  She and Tatiana were the best of friends and Aren shared everything with her - something he always regrets not doing now that she is gone.

It gave me a little glimpse of what life could possibly be like, although I'm a little fuzzy on the details.  What happens if I'm like eighty and Lily decides then would be a good time.  I know Heavenly Father has a sense of humor, but hopefully He's not THAT funny.  Either way, that dream was just what I needed to remember that sweet Lily is mine and mine forever.  I can't wait for the day when I can hold her and love her once again.